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whenshewasnice) wrote2012-03-12 11:11 am
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Room 223, Monday Morning, Oh God Why
The first thing Natalie remembered, just after waking up but before opening her eyes, was smoking weed. That, and only that. See, after that memory bubbled up... She sort of just refused to remember anything further. If she just stayed perfectly still and flatout refused to acknowledge the books and the candy bar wrappers and – God forbid – anything else that might have still been in her bed, then maybe she could hold on to being oblivious for just a little while longer, right? Right.
So, yes. She was going to shut her eyes even more tightly and pretend that she was asleep for a little while longer to keep from facing up to reality. By trying to convince herself she was still sleeping. It was clearly the mature thing to do here. Shut up, these random events were stressful, and clearly devised by sociopaths looking to make people suffer.
From what she was trying to keep out of her conscious mind but what filtered in anyway, at least she was pretty sure she had some clothes on. Small blessings.
[ooc: Closed door, but post is open whether you're someone who might still be here, the roommate, or just someone looking for her. In any case, whoo AU aftermath. Bouts of SP throughout the day for my various classes but I'll be around a lot. ETA: And thanks ever so much to the really too kind anon who upped Nat's account back to paid! The icon sitch was frustrating as hell and Paypal is slow for foreigners. *showers you with love and gratitude* ♥]
So, yes. She was going to shut her eyes even more tightly and pretend that she was asleep for a little while longer to keep from facing up to reality. By trying to convince herself she was still sleeping. It was clearly the mature thing to do here. Shut up, these random events were stressful, and clearly devised by sociopaths looking to make people suffer.
From what she was trying to keep out of her conscious mind but what filtered in anyway, at least she was pretty sure she had some clothes on. Small blessings.
[ooc: Closed door, but post is open whether you're someone who might still be here, the roommate, or just someone looking for her. In any case, whoo AU aftermath. Bouts of SP throughout the day for my various classes but I'll be around a lot. ETA: And thanks ever so much to the really too kind anon who upped Nat's account back to paid! The icon sitch was frustrating as hell and Paypal is slow for foreigners. *showers you with love and gratitude* ♥]
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Of course, once she'd tossed his shirt aside, both her hands went down to his sides, scratching over his ribs.
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You. Everything. You.
"More. Please?"
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He loved this, he really did but he wanted to be with her right now more than he had in a long, long while.
"I want to be with you."
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"I want that too. You can have more. Much more."
They still had their pants on and everything.
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He leaned back up to kiss her softly, licking her bottom lip and sighing. "You're sure? I know the weekend was -- I don't want to push things."
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"I want you."
Badly, actually. It was one way of re-establishing control over her body. Doing what she wanted with who she wanted.
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Her other hand was already sneaking down to undo the button on her jeans.
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He agreed because he wanted to have her too. He rubbed a thumb across one of her nipples, repaying that bit of pleasure before he moved a hand down to the waist of his pants to start getting them off too.
"How?"
Maybe -- he didn't know exactly -- but maybe she needed something in particular to help push the weekend out of her mind.
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Well, she knew she wanted as much skin contact as possible. And the emotional intimacy side of things. She wanted to see his face and see him looking at her that way no one else looked at her.
Maybe she'd even put that into words in a moment. But for now, she left it at that, both hands working on undoing her zipper now.
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He just kept laving her nipple with attention from his tongue and kept trying to get his buttons and some of his zipper down.
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Of course that wasn't right now. His tongue and mouth on her breast were kind of distracting like that, even if she'd managed to get her own pants undone enough for the circumstances.
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He kept his attention on her breast for the moment, making those new memories quickly.
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Really, really good. The teeth made her gasp, and once she kind of wanted to get to the part where they'd be able to take their pants all the way off, she had to actually put her hand on his chin and gently tug him upwards for a kiss while her focus was restored.
His attention tended to be pretty intense.
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"Do you want to know what I would like us to do?"
A bold question from someone who didn't tend to put a lot of this stuff into words.
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"I want us to be close," she said. "Skin to skin as much as we can. I want to be held. I want to take it slow. For as long as we can, anyway. And I want to be able to look at you. I want to see your eyes that are supposedly dark as night, I wanna see you look at me the way no one else looks at me, and I want to see your face when you're climaxing."
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"Okay." Yeah, that sounded good. That sounded really good. "That sounds...incredible. Amazing. Yeah."
Yeah, he was totally game.
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She was just prodding him for the hell of it, really. Or because she'd just reached deep into herself to find words to excite him, and she was the type to want it paid back.
Her hands were going down to the waist of his pants though, to undo that zipper. Those words hadn't been just for the sake of talking, after all.
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