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Envy Adams ([personal profile] whenshewasnice) wrote2013-10-08 10:09 pm

Natalie's Apartment, Port-au-Prince, Haiti, Tuesday Evening

Natalie had a busy day. Quelle surprise. There'd been a package waiting for her when she'd gotten back to her apartment from various appointments and meetings and things. She hadn't had time to check it out immediately. Emails had taken precedence, and as she'd hoped a package like that was likely to be something nice, she'd been fine to wait to open it.

But by now, she had. And the first thing she realized was that it was a care package, from her parents. She hand't thought she'd exhibited any glaring signs of homesickness in talking to them a couple of days ago, but... Guess they knew. Inside were a few general things they knew she couldn't get where she was, and those were nice, but they weren't what drew her attention.

That honour went to a stack of postcards.

They were old, a little worn out at the edges, a little less the exact colour they'd been when they'd been new. They were those touristy postcards, from various Canadian cities (and a few from abroad), sent by her parents to her from their various individual work-related travels over the years. Neither of her parents had ever been away from home for more than a few days, and they'd always beat the postcards home. It had almost been a game.

She'd had the cards on her bedroom wall when she'd been younger. They didn't make her cry right now, honest. But she definitely went to put them on her bedroom wall. Again.

[ooc: NFB, but open for all the usual stuff, you already know this.]
pursuedthestars: ([neu] cool and calm)

[personal profile] pursuedthestars 2013-10-08 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
"Are you upset at me?" Jim asked, frowning. "You told me our deal was off. Why do you sound so upset?"
pursuedthestars: ([sad] concerned)

[personal profile] pursuedthestars 2013-10-08 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Jim frowned and pushed himself into more of a sitting position.

"You're not in love with me," he reminded her. "And you didn't want to date me. You made that clear. You told me our deal was off and made no mention of wanting me to just sleep with you. I don't get it."
pursuedthestars: ([neu] push forward)

[personal profile] pursuedthestars 2013-10-08 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Jim breathed roughly into the phone.

"Then, maybe we shouldn't hang out if I'm gonna make you this upset," Jim told her, not sure what else to do. "Because you don't want a deal and I don't really want one either at this point in time."
pursuedthestars: ([rarr] fuck off)

[personal profile] pursuedthestars 2013-10-08 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"It really kind of sucks to put that on me now," Jim told her quietly. "It's too late, Natalie. You love someone else and I know it. I'm not gonna make a long term deal when I know that. I'm easy but I'm human too."

Jim shook his head and made an unhappy sound. He almost apologized but didn't.
pursuedthestars: ([sad] downward spiral)

[personal profile] pursuedthestars 2013-10-08 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"You love me a little," Jim reminded her, shaking his head "That's not the same. But you waited way too long to tell me this, Natalie. It's not fair. It sucks."

And he was chalking the noise up to rain on her window or her doing something in the apartment or something.
pursuedthestars: ([sad] all fall down)

[personal profile] pursuedthestars 2013-10-08 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, here we are."

He didn't sound too happy about that. He almost sounded angry.

"Look, I'm really kind of pissed off that you're putting all this on me right now, Natalie," he said honestly. "I don't want to be made to feel guilty when I did nothing wrong. I get that you're upset but I'm pissed and I think I need to go for awhile."
pursuedthestars: ([rarr] fuck off)

[personal profile] pursuedthestars 2013-10-09 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
A part of Jim wanted to comfort her and try and talk things out but he silenced that part of himself. He stayed quiet for a few more seconds before he hung up the phone.

And then turned said phone off. And put it in the drawer in the bedside table before getting up and leaving the room.

Destination: parts unknown.
Edited 2013-10-09 00:04 (UTC)